People say that what we’re all seeking is a meaning for life. I don’t think that’s what we’re really seeking. I think that what we’re seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances with our own innermost being and reality, so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive.
I’m lucky to have a job at all. When I first started I was getting hours everything was good. then business got slow. Hours keep getting cut. I don’t know what to do. I look for another job, be it a second or a replacement job but no luck.
I feel like I did before I got hired and I didn’t like where I was then.